You Don’t Know Anything

I used to smile calmly, even though my heart was actually crying. You are a new story in my life, you are a story that is written with certainty in my mind, and you are very interesting. You have to hug me for a while, we will let this feeling merge and melt. I will leave all this as it should be, that you will never be mine. I will try to forget all of this, I will also trying to leave it. I’m sure I will feel peace and you will leave soon. Among millions, you are still and you are always shine brightly. I hope someday this story will get a piece of the story that is missing, and if not, i hope you get a beautiful story after that. Maybe you don’t understand about this right now, but I’m sure you will understand soon.

 

“You Don’t Know Anything Until The Time Comes Later”

– Alif Satria –

 

 

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May it be

Lying down, you are tired and need to rest, the night has come and you have arrived at the end of the journey for today, it’s time to sleep and dream of the people who came before. They call you from the far corner of the road. Why are you sad?, why are you crying?, why are there tears on your face?. You will immediately see all the fear that will pass, close your eyes and get ready to see a beautiful day tomorrow, you only need to sleep. You must believe that you will immediately arrive at your home, a very beautiful place and comfortable place. I think you will be happy there. Wait for me, we will meet there soon, you will see my beautiful wife, my wonderful children, and also father and mother that always pray for you. I just miss you so much Grandma. When the night is overcome, you may rise to find the sun, just believe and you will find your way.

“Wish angels are celebrating your birthday in heaven Grandma. There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think of you. I love you so much Grandma”

– Alif Satria –

Dilemma

My mind began to feel tired, but my heart can always argue that. My mind started to get stuck, but my heart always accompanies me. My mind is getting lazy, but instead my heart churned. My mind began to feel empty, but my heart is always ready to fill it. My mind began to not care about anything, but again and again my heart always says “don’t go, just stay”. Feelings are always in the front lines and love always wins first, before the disappointment that came crashing. I will let things go as they are, pass properly and end as they should be. My dilemma is that i hate change and love it at the same time what i really want is for things to remain the same but get better. I think people crave those meaningful situations, like stuff about faith, identity, romance, work, anf dilemmas of live paradoxes in our souls. It’s going back to a time where lives were really defined by history, and also how you behave in the face of history. It’s kind of interesting to go back to that simpler humanity, simpler but deeper. To me, one of the things i strive for is realism. I need to be as real as possible in the dilemmas my characters face.

 

“Stories are told not to preach or counsel people but to reflect the dilemmas of our time”

– SOBHITA DHULIPALA –

 

Care To Each Other

I saw pregnant women waiting in line to exchange a bag of rice with a bucket of tears. I saw children dropping out of school and sad on the roadside. I saw young people singing and laughing by smoking cigarettes at the edge of the shop. I see young people suffer because they have not got a job. I saw an old man who slept on the side of the road and hoped to get a packet of food. I saw a house without a roof, I saw a house without a base, and I saw water mixed with soil.

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I try to help, give them a little money. my heart is always sad when I see this, sometimes I think, if one day I become a very rich person, I will try to make a place for people who are poor or people who have nothing. now all I can do is pray for them, help people around me and continue to cultivate a sense of caring for others.

 

” Caring – About People, About Things, About Life – Is An Act Of Maturity ”

– TRACY McMILLAN –

 

Human Being

Is there anything more confusing than humans?
They live by forgetting history, even though history makes them grow, they always worry about the future, so they sacrifice the present, they want to sacrifice their health for money, then they sacrifice their money for health. Those who become rulers always say Fight for their people, Even though the people continue to believe and wait until death. They always want to be cared for by others, but they are rarely and never care about others. They live life As if they will never die, then they die without really enjoying life.

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This is indeed confusing, people often do it without them knowing it. I will continue to strive to be a truly human person. being truly human is sometimes difficult, because we don’t have the measurement power, but try to be human as real humans are.

” Wherever there is a human being, there is an opportunity for a kindness ”

– LUCIUS ANNAEUS SENECA –

 

Do Not Forget The Time With Your Family

Many people assume that busyness is something that boast and look cool. We are always busy with our organization, we organize for all activities in the organization to run well, we always think to advance this organization, and we are very concerned with it. We often come home with a very tired face, maybe our family and parents are proud of it. We have a lot of important schedules, meet important figures, we have an agenda that contains a lot of activities and that is an activity we have to do for the organization. You often go home and go straight to catch deadlines and tasks that need to be solved soon, but you often forget and even rarely to smile for your family and mother, I think our family missed you so much and eager to hear all the activities you did today and make sure you’re fine, but we often do not care about that and keep busy with the organization.

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I think the organization is important, but we also have to think and care about the people who love us and the people we care about.
Are you worried about your mother and your family as you are worried about the success of your show?
When was the last time you asked about the situation of your younger sister and brother?
Whether your sister and brother are no more important than your organization!
Do you care about your family like you care about your organization? Do you think organization is more important than your family? 

I think we should think about it.
I have some questions for you who are very busy in your organization
Where is your professionalism for your family?
where you put your family on your priority scale?
whether the time you have is too expensive and your own family can not buy it.
Every meeting will definitely find results. I hope we can be wiser in life.

” Family Is Not An Important Thing. But It’s EVERYTHING “

 – MICHAEL J. FOX –

Look Around, Don’t Be Afraid

Look around, see what we want to see, no one will ever ban it. Wherever we go, wherever we live, we should not be afraid, because we are not the only ones. Do not let the day pass in doubt, do not let the time end in doubt and do not let a single day end with sadness and regret. Life is short, maybe we should learn from mistakes that have happened in the past and remain confident with the choices and the path we have chosen.

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I will face it with my eyes open. I know and I’m sure I have a future that is on my side, I’ll be fine, I know what I choose and I also know what I do, I know how difficult the path I will go through and I’m sure I will shine in his time .

 

” I’m Choosing Happiness Over Suffering, I Know I Am. I’m Making Space For The Unknown Future To Fill Up My Life With Yet To Come Surprises “

 – ELIZABETH GILBERT –