I used to smile calmly, even though my heart was actually crying. You are a new story in my life, you are a story that is written with certainty in my mind, and you are very interesting. You have to hug me for a while, we will let this feeling merge and melt. I will leave all this as it should be, that you will never be mine. I will try to forget all of this, I will also trying to leave it. I’m sure I will feel peace and you will leave soon. Among millions, you are still and you are always shine brightly. I hope someday this story will get a piece of the story that is missing, and if not, i hope you get a beautiful story after that. Maybe you don’t understand about this right now, but I’m sure you will understand soon.
“You Don’t Know Anything Until The Time Comes Later”
– Alif Satria –
Lying down, you are tired and need to rest, the night has come and you have arrived at the end of the journey for today, it’s time to sleep and dream of the people who came before. They call you from the far corner of the road. Why are you sad?, why are you crying?, why are there tears on your face?. You will immediately see all the fear that will pass, close your eyes and get ready to see a beautiful day tomorrow, you only need to sleep. You must believe that you will immediately arrive at your home, a very beautiful place and comfortable place. I think you will be happy there. Wait for me, we will meet there soon, you will see my beautiful wife, my wonderful children, and also father and mother that always pray for you. I just miss you so much Grandma. When the night is overcome, you may rise to find the sun, just believe and you will find your way.
“Wish angels are celebrating your birthday in heaven Grandma. There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think of you. I love you so much Grandma”
– Alif Satria –
Don’t be jealous, we have our own loneliness, if people’s lives seem lively, it’s because of the loneliness that is celebrated in luxury. If people’s lives seem ordinary, it means that loneliness is celebrated in a simple way. Everyone has feelings that them controls, I’m sure about that. All things have their own beauty but maybe not everyone can see and feel it. I have never looked down on or underestimated what I consider less beautiful. What I see as less beautiful can be a beauty in the eyes of others. I realize everyone will always have their own point of view in seeing things. When we feel lonely and alone, it does not mean we do not have many friends, it does not mean we do not have beautiful things in life, it does not mean we have to be sad and jealous of others, but… we are in a condition to get to know ourselves better.
I once felt lonely and alone, no one cared, maybe no one knew, no one came to accompany me. At that time my friend was only one, that was me, with a gray and uncertain purpose. Actually we will never feel lonely and alone in this life, we have ourselves, we have our own feelings, we have our own thoughts. Do what we want to do, exercise, morning run, eat, watch movies, listen to music, sleep, read books, mediate, and other things. Just relax and enjoy life because the best you’ll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way. I hope you all agree with me.
“So many people are shut up tight inside themselves like boxes, yet they would open up, unfolding quite wonderfully, if only you were interested in them.”
– SILVYA PLATH –
My mind began to feel tired, but my heart can always argue that. My mind started to get stuck, but my heart always accompanies me. My mind is getting lazy, but instead my heart churned. My mind began to feel empty, but my heart is always ready to fill it. My mind began to not care about anything, but again and again my heart always says “don’t go, just stay”. Feelings are always in the front lines and love always wins first, before the disappointment that came crashing. I will let things go as they are, pass properly and end as they should be. My dilemma is that i hate change and love it at the same time what i really want is for things to remain the same but get better. I think people crave those meaningful situations, like stuff about faith, identity, romance, work, anf dilemmas of live paradoxes in our souls. It’s going back to a time where lives were really defined by history, and also how you behave in the face of history. It’s kind of interesting to go back to that simpler humanity, simpler but deeper. To me, one of the things i strive for is realism. I need to be as real as possible in the dilemmas my characters face.
“Stories are told not to preach or counsel people but to reflect the dilemmas of our time”
– SOBHITA DHULIPALA –
I believe when we focus then we will get good results, I have experienced it. Sometimes we do not realize that we have done things we did not expect before. Sometimes for a reason we have to focus on a problem, and when we focus we can solve that problem. Now, I strongly believe that I have felt its impact on myself.
Every day I always think about what happened today, and I also think what will happen tomorrow. Now I understand one things, what I need most right now is “focus, focus, focus and focus”. I know that everyone must have flaws, and I also know that focus will make the shortage of it a surplus in the future. Now and tomorrow I have decided to always focus on my goals and always work hard for it.
“I don’t Focus On What I’m Up Against. I Focus On My Goals And I Try To Ignore The Rest”
– VENUS WILLIAMS –
Why I say that, because i once did that. I regret having made many promises and I do not keep. when we make a promise, then we also create an expectation. Hope for something that we can not necessarily keep. Make only promises you can keep and not too often make an appointment. Now I have to be careful to make an promises.
Does not keep promises to make someone disappointed, because we have destroyed his hopes. It is very painful. Maybe lie we can forgive, but not by appointment. Promises mean everything but after they are broken, sorry means nothing.
” I’m Tired Of The Lies And The Cheating, And The Broken Promises That Were Never Meant To Be Kept “
– SIDNEY SHELDON –
We can not be alone in this world, we need friends and someone to accompany and help us to grow. Find someone that will introduce you to new music, art, culture, ideas, books, technology, environment, love, friendship, etc. Someone who will expand your mind and help you grow. I’ll find him, maybe now I’ve found someone who made me grow up and I will continue to seek out and find someone who makes me keep grow to be better.
If we find someone who is wrong, do not leave that person, be a good person who makes that people grow. When you find someone you can make you dream, laugh, smile, grow, lust, want, happy, and crave. One who annoys you, teases you, and makes you mad in a good way, keep them. Keep them at all costs, because that you future and make you grow. I hope i find that person.
” From A Small Seed A Mighty Trunk May Grow “
– AESCHYLUS –