I used to smile calmly, even though my heart was actually crying.You are a new story in my life, you are a story that is written with certainty in my mind, and you are very interesting.You have to hug me for a while, we will let this feeling merge and melt.I will leave all this as it should be, that you will never be mine.I will try to forget all of this, I will also trying to leave it.I’m sure I will feel peace and you will leave soon. Among millions, you are still and you are always shine brightly.I hope someday this story will get a piece of the story that is missing, and if not, i hope you get a beautiful story after that. Maybe you don’t understand about this right now, but I’m sure you will understand soon.
“You Don’t Know Anything Until The Time Comes Later”
Lying down, you are tired and need to rest, the night has come and you have arrived at the end of the journey for today, it’s time to sleep and dream of the people who came before. They call you from the far corner of the road.Why are you sad?, why are you crying?, why are there tears on your face?. You will immediately see all the fear that will pass, close your eyes and get ready to see a beautiful day tomorrow, you only need to sleep.You must believe that you will immediately arrive at your home, a very beautiful place and comfortable place.I think you will be happy there. Wait for me, we will meet there soon, you will see my beautiful wife, my wonderful children, and also father and mother that always pray for you. I just miss you so much Grandma. When the night is overcome, you may rise to find the sun, just believe and you will find your way.
“Wish angels are celebrating your birthday in heaven Grandma. There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think of you. I love you so much Grandma”
Don’t be jealous, we have our own loneliness, if people’s lives seem lively, it’s because of the loneliness that is celebrated in luxury. If people’s lives seem ordinary, it means that loneliness is celebrated in a simple way. Everyone has feelings that them controls, I’m sure about that. All things have their own beauty but maybe not everyone can see and feel it. I have never looked down on or underestimated what I consider less beautiful. What I see as less beautiful can be a beauty in the eyes of others. I realize everyone will always have their own point of view in seeing things. When we feel lonely and alone, it does not mean we do not have many friends, it does not mean we do not have beautiful things in life, it does not mean we have to be sad and jealous of others, but… we are in a condition to get to know ourselves better.
I once felt lonely and alone, no one cared, maybe no one knew, no one came to accompany me. At that time my friend was only one, that was me, with a gray and uncertain purpose. Actually we will never feel lonely and alone in this life, we have ourselves, we have our own feelings, we have our own thoughts. Do what we want to do, exercise, morning run, eat, watch movies, listen to music, sleep, read books, mediate, and other things. Just relax and enjoy life because the best you’ll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way. I hope you all agree with me.
“So many people are shut up tight inside themselves like boxes, yet they would open up, unfolding quite wonderfully, if only you were interested in them.”
My mind began to feel tired, but my heart can always argue that. My mind started to get stuck, but my heart always accompanies me. My mind is getting lazy, but instead my heart churned. My mind began to feel empty, but my heart is always ready to fill it. My mind began to not care about anything, but again and again my heart always says “don’t go, just stay”. Feelings are always in the front lines and love always wins first, before the disappointment that came crashing. I will let things go as they are, pass properly and end as they should be. My dilemma is that i hate change and love it at the same time what i really want is for things to remain the same but get better. I think people crave those meaningful situations, like stuff about faith, identity, romance, work, anf dilemmas of live paradoxes in our souls. It’s going back to a time where lives were really defined by history, and also how you behave in the face of history. It’s kind of interesting to go back to that simpler humanity, simpler but deeper. To me, one of the things i strive for is realism. I need to be as real as possible in the dilemmas my characters face.
“Stories are told not to preach or counsel people but to reflect the dilemmas of our time”
Everyone has their own story, maybe for some people, they want to share their stories and some people might not. I have to realize that I can’t control other people, I will never know what other people think, and I will never know what people will do to me, all I know is that I have done with good things for myself. Some people easily judge something, some people are also easy to hate something, they do that because they not fully understood. Sometimes I can look like very bad to other people, sometimes I can look like a fool person in the eyes of others and sometimes I can look like very useless by others and I think that is not a problem. People may say we are ugly, useless, stupid, poor, etc. What should we do about that?, I think what we have to do is ask ourselves, is that right? they don’t know me more deeply, they also don’t know me fully and I think they are also innocent, because everyone sometimes quickly evaluates things without wanting to find out more, and sometimes I do that, but I will change.Yeah, WE’RE ALL BAD IN SOMEONE’S STORY BUT NOT WITH OUR OWN STORY.
“I don’t know how my story will be in the future and I also never want to know about it, the important thing is how to live my story well.“
Some people in this world maybe every time they want something, the next day they get it.and some people don’t get everything they want.Sometimes we don’t get everything we want, but it’s actually a good thing, if all our desires come true, then where will we learn to be patient?where will we learn not to give up?where will we learn about a struggle?where will we learn about spirit?and where we will learn to work hard with purpose and something we want.
therefore we must learn to be patient and learn to never give up in achieving what we want.we also get lessons on how to stay close to God, hard work and never give up.
I will not be sad when I do not get what I want, I will never be angry about it.what I do is look at the sky and say to myself “my efforts are still lacking to get it, so don’t be sad for something we don’t fight to the maximum, so what are you waiting for, fight again !!!”
“There Is Something Good In All Seeming Failures. You Are Not To See That Now. Time Will Reveal It. Be Patient”
Many people assume that busyness is something that boast and look cool. We are always busy with our organization, we organize for all activities in the organization to run well, we always think to advance this organization, and we are very concerned with it. We often come home with a very tired face, maybe our family and parents are proud of it. We have a lot of important schedules, meet important figures, we have an agenda that contains a lot of activities and that is an activity we have to do for the organization. You often go home and go straight to catch deadlines and tasks that need to be solved soon, but you often forget and even rarely to smile for your family and mother, I think our family missed you so much and eager to hear all the activities you did today and make sure you’re fine, but we often do not care about that and keep busy with the organization.
I think the organization is important, but we also have to think and care about the people who love us and the people we care about.
Are you worried about your mother and your family as you are worried about the success of your show?
When was the last time you asked about the situation of your younger sister and brother?
Whether your sister and brother are no more important than your organization! Do you care about your family like you care about your organization? Do you think organization is more important than your family?
I think we should think about it. I have some questions for you who are very busy in your organization Where is your professionalism for your family? where you put your family on your priority scale? whether the time you have is too expensive and your own family can not buy it. Every meeting will definitely find results. I hope we can be wiser in life.
” Family Is Not An Important Thing. But It’s EVERYTHING “