We Will Grow Old Soon

When we get older, we will always imagine when we were young like now who is full of enthusiasm and optimism. when the face is wrinkled, the body is bent, then the feeling of distrust down now we are old.

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I am sure that day will come, and I will not worry about it because it is a cycle that must be faced, we will definitely be old, weak and powerless, hard to move far, start slowly and forgetful, farsighted eyeballs, but there is one what’s not going to change is a strong young soul, I think we just need to wait for that time to come. The point is I realize that when I was young like now, I had to do good things that were useful for myself and others.

 

“I Live In That Solitude Which Is Painful In Youth, But Delicious In The Years Of Maturity.”

– ALBERT EINSTEIN –

 

 

You Don’t Know Anything

I used to smile calmly, even though my heart was actually crying. You are a new story in my life, you are a story that is written with certainty in my mind, and you are very interesting. You have to hug me for a while, we will let this feeling merge and melt. I will leave all this as it should be, that you will never be mine. I will try to forget all of this, I will also trying to leave it. I’m sure I will feel peace and you will leave soon. Among millions, you are still and you are always shine brightly. I hope someday this story will get a piece of the story that is missing, and if not, i hope you get a beautiful story after that. Maybe you don’t understand about this right now, but I’m sure you will understand soon.

 

“You Don’t Know Anything Until The Time Comes Later”

– Alif Satria –

 

 

May it be

Lying down, you are tired and need to rest, the night has come and you have arrived at the end of the journey for today, it’s time to sleep and dream of the people who came before. They call you from the far corner of the road. Why are you sad?, why are you crying?, why are there tears on your face?. You will immediately see all the fear that will pass, close your eyes and get ready to see a beautiful day tomorrow, you only need to sleep. You must believe that you will immediately arrive at your home, a very beautiful place and comfortable place. I think you will be happy there. Wait for me, we will meet there soon, you will see my beautiful wife, my wonderful children, and also father and mother that always pray for you. I just miss you so much Grandma. When the night is overcome, you may rise to find the sun, just believe and you will find your way.

“Wish angels are celebrating your birthday in heaven Grandma. There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think of you. I love you so much Grandma”

– Alif Satria –

We Have Our Own Loneliness

Don’t be jealous, we have our own loneliness, if people’s lives seem lively, it’s because of the loneliness that is celebrated in luxury. If people’s lives seem ordinary, it means that loneliness is celebrated in a simple way. Everyone has feelings that them controls, I’m sure about that. All things have their own beauty but maybe not everyone can see and feel it. I have never looked down on or underestimated what I consider less beautiful. What I see as less beautiful can be a beauty in the eyes of others. I realize everyone will always have their own point of view in seeing things. When we feel lonely and alone, it does not mean we do not have many friends, it does not mean we do not have beautiful things in life, it does not mean we have to be sad and jealous of others, but… we are in a condition to get to know ourselves better.

I once felt lonely and alone, no one cared, maybe no one knew, no one came to accompany me. At that time my friend was only one, that was me, with a gray and uncertain purpose. Actually we will never feel lonely and alone in this life, we have ourselves, we have our own feelings, we have our own thoughts. Do what we want to do, exercise, morning run, eat, watch movies, listen to music, sleep, read books, mediate, and other things. Just relax and enjoy life because the best you’ll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way. I hope you all agree with me.

 

“So many people are shut up tight inside themselves like boxes, yet they would open up, unfolding quite wonderfully, if only you were interested in them.”

– SILVYA PLATH –

Dilemma

My mind began to feel tired, but my heart can always argue that. My mind started to get stuck, but my heart always accompanies me. My mind is getting lazy, but instead my heart churned. My mind began to feel empty, but my heart is always ready to fill it. My mind began to not care about anything, but again and again my heart always says “don’t go, just stay”. Feelings are always in the front lines and love always wins first, before the disappointment that came crashing. I will let things go as they are, pass properly and end as they should be. My dilemma is that i hate change and love it at the same time what i really want is for things to remain the same but get better. I think people crave those meaningful situations, like stuff about faith, identity, romance, work, anf dilemmas of live paradoxes in our souls. It’s going back to a time where lives were really defined by history, and also how you behave in the face of history. It’s kind of interesting to go back to that simpler humanity, simpler but deeper. To me, one of the things i strive for is realism. I need to be as real as possible in the dilemmas my characters face.

 

“Stories are told not to preach or counsel people but to reflect the dilemmas of our time”

– SOBHITA DHULIPALA –

 

I Just Write

Many events in this life, maybe not all things we can remember, everyone must have felt a happy life and everyone also must have experienced a difficult life. I like to write something that happens in my life, I just write, I think by writing I can tell all that I feel, I feel free and comfortable with it. Writing gives me serenity. Everything I feel, all the problems, all the grief and all the pain I feel I just write, write and write, just write it.

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Sometimes I think …. “I don’t know what . I don’t know why I write. I just write something what i feel ” And then slowly, through the words, something emerges and emotional.  I write to feel the thrill and excitement and possibility: as I lose all sense of no, stopping and sitting and forgetting everything but the writing.

 

” I Write To Give Myself Strength. I Write To Be The Characters That I Am Not. I Write To Explore All The Things I’m Afraid Of “

 – JOSS WHEDON –

Nobody Can Hurt Me Without My Permission

I think, there really is no pain in this world, no suffering in the world, we can always live happily, the way is do not let the pain hurt us, essentially do not give permission for it. We can live freely, do what we want, do something we think is right. When many people hurt me, blaspheme, hate me, I do not care about it, and I will not allow it to hurt me, I will never allow it. Not everyone knows the meaning of everything we do, if someone hurt us, then that’s where we have to choose, whether we will give permission or not for it to hurt us. If we always allow pain to hurt us then that comes only sadness, depression, stress and problems that never end.

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I do not care what other people say about me, because I know how I am not someone else. No one can hurt me without my permission. One thing that can hurt me is when I can not make my parents happy and I can not protect my family.

 

” A Positive Attitude Can Realy Make Dreams Come True – It Did For Me “

 – DAVID BAILEY –